I am sure you mattered more to her than you could ever imagine. I can almost guarantee that she thinks of you often wondering what might have been. Seek her out for one more embrace, tell her you're sorry, ask to remain friends and let her know you care. She is probably breaking more than she shows.
Life is too short for regrets, not chasing after what you want and ignoring your heart.
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