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It's nearly been 3 years since our last kiss. I've been so driven and focused since the day I lost you. What started as an attempt to show you I could be the man you needed has now made me stronger and more independent than I've ever been. I've paid my debts. Quit smoking, and drinking for over two years without even trying. I'm there for my family everyday. Everything in my life progresses with a disturbing level of normalcy. I no longer get depressed, and I work 36-40 hrs a week. I do art projects, DIY projects, I'm buying a house, I take my dog to the woods everyday, have a game night every week with a better group of friends, I go to church every week, I'm even training hard for the worlds most dangerous kayak race. But I've stopped trying to date, I don't feel sad lonely until I go on dates. They're never you, they're lame. I still miss your voice, your slender hands, and your wit, maybe most of all. I've never laughed with any friend as much as I have with you. I've learned that even though I can make it without you, I can't make it with anyone else but you, you're the only person on earth I can talk to. My only regret forever will be that I stopped talking to you. I'll always dream of someday holding you again T.M.V.😘💍
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